New WnW Palettes!

(Excuse the messy vanity)

I managed to find the six new Wet N Wild trios at my Rite Aid (woo!) along with the nail polish from the fast dry collection they just released called "Party of Five Glitters". I picked up Revlon's Just Bitten lipstain in "Craze" and a new scented polish in "Not So Blueberry". The shade is so pretty but the scent makes me sick because it's a candy sickeningly sweet kind of smell and I had to take the nail polish off my fingers because it gave me a headache after I swatched it. =( Maybe a topcoat will help? Anyways, onto swatches!

L-R: Silent Treatment, I'm Getting Sunburned, I Got Good Jeans

L-R: I'm Feelin' Retro, Spoiled Brat, I Dream Of Greenie

My favorite is of course I Dream of Greenie... they're just so damn pretty. What about you guys? What's yo flava?

My mini review:

I'm Feelin' Retro was disappointing though pretty much every other blogger has said this already, but the colors are just so damn sheer I had to say it too. Every other palette makes up for what that one lacks and has the same WOW factor the Color Icon line has brought in the past so these get an A+ in my book!

A FOTD Actually From Today

LE GASP! I haven't posted a LOTD in... how long? Idfk. This is what I look like today. Out of the hospital. For the third fucking time this week.

This was uhm, 40s inspired. :p I have no idea why I felt the 40s era when I was doing my makeup today... but this is what happened. And, yes, I have a chunk missing out of my left eyelid. Just ignore that kays? Thankies. :D

Anyways, teh goodz:

Normal face stuff, which I'll update you guys on later.
Physician's Formula happy booster blush in "natural"

Normal primer and base on eyes
All I used on the eyes was WnW's new "Silent Treatment" palette for the shadows
Revlon Colorstay eyeliner in black, smudged with shadow on top
combo of maybelline colossol and falsies mascaras

Morgana Cryptoria's "Valentine" lippie.... after all day wear, no touch-ups. Love this shade so much!

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Personal blog, feel free to skip:
I still feel like garbage but today was my first day back to work and idk if my body can take it. I'm in a lot of pain and I got a headache (which I really have to be fearful of now.... they can mean life or death or some shit, because of the pressure in my skull) and cried at work, only for a split second but still enough to piss me off because I hate crying lol. My doctor said he may want to do another spinal tap in two to three weeks after I heal (yeah right lol) and doubled my seizure medication to help with the phesudotumor ceribri for now. I have no idea if my spelling or grammar is at least decent nor do I care, mwahaha! Oh... I've lost my mind. I'm just clinging onto my happiness, which is here. My makeup. My music. My future. Just you wait, you'll see me someday. I'm not dead yet, am I? :)

Hit Me With Your Best Shot

You know how sometimes you just want to fucking curl up in a ball and cry until you the world stops turning?

I can't see too well right now so idk how well this post is going to turn out to be honest, but I'll do my best.

I was in the hospital for a few days after I woke up and couldn't walk again... but in a whole new way. It wasn't my normal "knees giving out, pain in my legs, swelling in my joints" bullshit. I had this intense pressure on the top of my head, I couldn't see straight, I had no balance at all, and kept losing my vision and also wasn't able to hold my head up too well.

I went to the ER at 10:30 in the morning on Sunday and they did 3 CT scans, 2 MRI scans and a spinal tap.

They found I have pseudotumor cerebri... and it's putting a lot of pressure on my brain.

I'm having trouble walking, talking, typing, seeing and just doing basic shit right now and it's really pissing me off. I just wanted to give you guys some kind of heads up as to where I've been.... again. Oh, yeah, and now I have to have four teeth pulled. Remember how I said my ultimate fear was teeth? Yeah, I'm not a happy camper right now. I'm doing what I always do best though, drowing my fears in my music. :)