You know how sometimes you just want to fucking curl up in a ball and cry until you the world stops turning?
I can't see too well right now so idk how well this post is going to turn out to be honest, but I'll do my best.
I was in the hospital for a few days after I woke up and couldn't walk again... but in a whole new way. It wasn't my normal "knees giving out, pain in my legs, swelling in my joints" bullshit. I had this intense pressure on the top of my head, I couldn't see straight, I had no balance at all, and kept losing my vision and also wasn't able to hold my head up too well.
I went to the ER at 10:30 in the morning on Sunday and they did 3 CT scans, 2 MRI scans and a spinal tap.
They found I have pseudotumor cerebri... and it's putting a lot of pressure on my brain.
I'm having trouble walking, talking, typing, seeing and just doing basic shit right now and it's really pissing me off. I just wanted to give you guys some kind of heads up as to where I've been.... again. Oh, yeah, and now I have to have four teeth pulled. Remember how I said my ultimate fear was teeth? Yeah, I'm not a happy camper right now. I'm doing what I always do best though, drowing my fears in my music. :)