Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Hit Me With Your Best Shot

You know how sometimes you just want to fucking curl up in a ball and cry until you the world stops turning?

I can't see too well right now so idk how well this post is going to turn out to be honest, but I'll do my best.

I was in the hospital for a few days after I woke up and couldn't walk again... but in a whole new way. It wasn't my normal "knees giving out, pain in my legs, swelling in my joints" bullshit. I had this intense pressure on the top of my head, I couldn't see straight, I had no balance at all, and kept losing my vision and also wasn't able to hold my head up too well.

I went to the ER at 10:30 in the morning on Sunday and they did 3 CT scans, 2 MRI scans and a spinal tap.

They found I have pseudotumor cerebri... and it's putting a lot of pressure on my brain.

I'm having trouble walking, talking, typing, seeing and just doing basic shit right now and it's really pissing me off. I just wanted to give you guys some kind of heads up as to where I've been.... again. Oh, yeah, and now I have to have four teeth pulled. Remember how I said my ultimate fear was teeth? Yeah, I'm not a happy camper right now. I'm doing what I always do best though, drowing my fears in my music. :)

4 comments:

  1. Sweetie, i feel horrible for you, not that that is helping but know you're in my thoughts...
    Sending lots of love and strength over the ocean
    xxxx

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  2. Oh, lady... :( I'm so sorry! I'll stick a pin in my voodoo doll for you, and send some good, healing vibes your way. Take care of yourself!

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  3. Awh my,my,my... lots of get well love comin' straight at ya'! *hugs* x

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  4. Diana- Thank you so much, and yes, it does help. :)
    Kathy- Thank you lovie, it means so much to me. :)
    Spinal Lou- Thank you so much. *hug*

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